You.

I want to be there for you. I want to support you. And I want to love you. Forever.

I don't understand what you're going through, so I won't pretend to. I do understand that I've made your life a whole lot more difficult, and I'm sorry. However, that doesn't mean I'm just gonna get up and leave you. I do love you Nancy. I care about how you're feeling, and I just want you to be happy with your life. Um.....I'd like to ask you a favor. Actually, two favors. 1. Don't lie to your mom about me. I don't want something small, like a phone call tearing us apart. 2. Tell me if I'm making your life too difficult. I'll back off (not leave you) for a while, and you can live the life you had before me.

I just want you to be happy Nancy.

I'll always love you.

I wonder...

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to be in an accident? I have. A few times. I've wondered what it would be like if I just decided to drive off the freeway into the cement barriers on the side....I wonder what the end result would be. Would I die? Would I be paralyzed? Would i lose my legs? I'd never act upon these thoughts, they're just kinda there, milling around With all my other strange thoughts.

Media.

I find it kind of ironic that everyone looks to us for guidance in class, but in an hour, we get one shot and about 58 minutes of bloopers. :)

Us.

So there was quite a leap in our relationship yesterday. Not even one date, and we're already married. :)

Faith...

I've been reading. And thinking. And praying. I'm starting to notice something. When I pray now, I actually feel like someone's listening. I'm starting to feel like He's listening to me when I pray for my family, my friends, and me. And I think maybe, I can trust Him. Maybe, I need Him more than I thought. And then I pray some more. And...I can honestly say...those maybes, shouldn't be there. I read of person after person in Matthew, all of whom believed, and received. They had no real proof of the wonders of Christ. And yet they believed with all they had. They were right to believe, and they knew this as they saw Christ heal the sick, the blind, and even the dead. Christ...died. For us. He gave up his life, so that we could live ours. I can't say he'd be proud of me so far. I want to change that. I want to be what I was meant to be. I don't want to waste the life I've been so graciously given anymore. It's time for a change.

On a side note, thank you Nancy. You gave me the push I needed to get back into it. You know, the only reason I never got baptized, was because I never really devoted myself completely to Christ. That, is changing. Slowly, but surely. Good news is, I have a real story for when I do get baptized. And it will be the complete truth. So...thanks again. At first, I thought I was doing this for you, for us, but It's for me now. I need Him, and I want Him.

(Love you)

Just Thinkin 'bout you.

(This is just what popped into my head while I was staring at a screen (like usual) )

It's times like these I realize how lucky I am to have you. Not because I have someone who loves me back, but because that someone is you. You're amazing in so many ways.

I regret not kissing you.

I do believe we go quite well together. And I realize that I will have to become more confident in my choices, because you won't be happy choosing our dates every single time.

Our cuteness level is pretty high. Especially in that awesome video you made.

I hope we can go to a family gathering together one day. :)

I can't say I love you enough to express how I really feel about you. But I can try. (with no copy pasting)

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That is all. <3